I had such a nice feeling standing in the garden under a little rain where was no one but only me. Breathing crisp air and enjoying a day. I was calm and wasn’t thinking of much and it was amazing!
I am so waiting for coming home but one thing bothers me: I always think of some kind of plan what to do, how to spend these days, etc.. It’s my birthday next week and fortunately I have a good school timetable and I hope that I will be able to go home already next Wednesday. So I have pretty much enough days to spend with my fam and enjoy those days. However, I also want to do something, you know. So I can’t stop thinking of it and making some kind of plan how I would like to spend this time, “celebrate” my birthday, etc..
Seems kind of ridiculous but that’s the way I am: always organize something, plan everything and think of how I want to spend the next day. It’s not always like this but sometimes it is and it bothers me…
Anyway I’ll try not to think of it so much and just go with the flow. It’s already good that finally I'll go back home and will spend this time with my family and my little cat. :))