воскресенье, 21 января 2018 г.

Peaceful Morning

I woke up at 7 am and went straight to my mat to practice 90 minute yoga. It was truly amazing-practising early in the morning when it's still dark and silent. I also love listening to my music while practising. Usually I listen to calm music but someties I can practice with rock which doesn't affect my practice at all but makes it even better. :) Then I made a cup of hot and delicious nut coffee and read a bit a book about a vampire dynasty that I found in the library.
Last but not least is breakfast. I decided to finally bake my favourite peanut butter cookies with raisins. Greate, peaceful morning! :)
I am gonna take a walk later and meet my mom from work. The weather is cold and snowy but still not that bad to stay inside. Only one week left till the spring semester begins, so I'm trying to enjoy these last days as best as I can and don't think about the school.





суббота, 20 января 2018 г.

Cruelty of People

I visited my friend a few days ago and she told me about her 2 month job experience in our, so to say, "resort town" that is 20 minutes from us. I was so shocked by the fact of how cruel people are now. I want to highlight the word now. I know, I am not the one to say that in the past people were kinder and more respectful towards each other(by the past, I mean the 90s,80s,etc), because I was born only in 95th. I am also not gonna deny the fact that at that time they also had lots of crime,violence and so on, but I just feel that people were not that cruel to each other and were always ready to help. It seems that with all this technology innovation and how ing eneral the world develops, people also change and not in a good way.
Basically, what my friend told me is that no one didn't help her on her new place(which the staff that works there has to do), they were always looking for something to blame her (any little detail or any stupid), everyone showed themselves as they are the kings there and you must do everything what they say, even if these are not your responsibilities. Together with that, my friend wasn't respected and always was a witness of gossips behind her back.
And is this normal?Those people were almost the same age as she is, and even if they weren't, they had no right to do this and treat her like this.

I knew that there are such people and it was not the only one case, but anyway, I was shocked and scared. It's really sad when you want to get settled in a new place, meet new people, have good working relationships and so on, but in reality- this is what you get. Especially in our small town, it's hard to find a part-time job while you are studying.
Anyway, you never know what team you are gonna work with and how you employer is gonna treat you ( only if by gossips and experience of others). Sometimes even our dream job can turn out a nightmare for us.

среда, 17 января 2018 г.

Lazy Update

It got a little colder now, so it's not very enjoyable to stay too long outside.
Two days ago me and mom took hot coffee and went to walk to the river, not far from our home. It snowed and was really nice, even though cold. Luckily, we had delicious coffee to warm us up. I also took some photos but haven't edited them yet, so will upload them later.

Today I felt a bit down and somehow tired (after doing a 90min yoga, eating a good breakfast with a good book and doing some French), it was also terribly cold inside. I was covered in a blanket all day and now also sitting already in my pyjamas and the blanked over it. I just watched movies with mom for the rest of the day with hot tea and tangarines. 

I need to stop being lazy and edit some of the new photos that I took, but for now, just a couple old ones that were taken on my phone in the restaurant, where we went to with my aun on the 30th of December, right before the New Year. 


суббота, 13 января 2018 г.

Small changes



I enjoy these days so much. Don’t remember when I had that much time to read all day, practice yoga multiple times a day, watch movies every day and just relax. Of course, this is not forever but just a little vacation which soon will be over.
I just wish I had a little more time to read the books that I found in the library and that I want to read so bad but already have no time for them. I wish I had more time to be with my mom and grandmas, talk to them, walk with them and enjoy good times together. I haven’t yet seen my dear friend but I hope we will soon see each other before I leave again.

Last Wednesday I cut my hair again. This time in a little different way which I like much better. I wanted to change something for a long time in my hair because I am so tired of these boring long style which sometimes I don’t even like. However, now I feel like I found my haircut, at least, for this time. :) ) 

воскресенье, 7 января 2018 г.

New Year's Eve


In December, when I finished my exams at school and left for Narva, I intentionally determined not to think about the school, any problems ( big or small), but just relax, enjoy the holidays and good times. But now, when sadly all the holidays are over, I feel empty and sad again. Even though, it’s a new year and we are supposed to feel ourselves fresh and ready to start something new or change something in our lives.
Recently I felt fear (as it sometimes happens to me when I’m alone in Tallinn) and it just comes from nowhere. I realize that I’m home with my family now and not alone but still have these weird feelings. Luckily, one advantage is that I can talk to somebody now, not by a phone but live.

Here are a few photos from 31st December. It was truly an amazing evening with my family. We enjoyed good food, champagne, music and each other. We had no snow outside, but at least it didn’t rain. It’s always good to see off an old year with the ones you love and meet a new year together.











среда, 3 января 2018 г.

воскресенье, 31 декабря 2017 г.

Goodbye,2017!

Good evening!
Today is the last day of 2017, so I decided to make a last post this year.
Nothing much to say, just enjoying the holidays as I wanted. Did some shopping, cinema, café, Christmas movies and a much needed sleep. Besides that, practice yoga and meanwhile reading my new yoga book that dad gave me as a Christmas present. Finally, went to the library and took the books that I wanted to read, and it’s just so pleasant now- to have free time and read a good book on a cold day with a cup of something hot.

I am not a type of person who is doing this “resolution” thing. For now, I know what I want and what goals I want to achieve, so there is no need for me to write it or make a big list of the things, because there are not many of them. I actually think, it’s good to have just some and focus on them, then the result will be better and everything you’ve planned will be achieved. 

I just hope that the next year will be even better for me, and there will be less bad and dark days.
Happy New Year!