Last Friday
I and my mom visited Botanical Garden. It was so good to walk there through
lots of different plants and trees from all over the world. Breathing this
fresh air and looking at this beauty, I had almost forgotten all the things
that worry me and all my doubts and questions in my life.
This is not
the first time when I am not sure about whether I am on the right path or not.
Right now I am a student and this is the period when I really have to decide
whom I want to be and what I want to do for the rest of my life. I study business and languages already 1,5 year and quite often sitting somewhere at a management or
marketing, I am like “What the hell am I doing here?” I don’t say it’s not
interesting or useless, I just say that it’s not for everyone. The same as if
you study law or medicine and then you understand that you don’t like it, you
are not interested in it. So this happened to me. I do enjoy learning German
and want to start French but I am not looking forward to studying this business
related subjects and doing internship in marketing. It’s just not my thing. So
I am now not in a good situation, I think.
I started
talking about a beautiful place but went straight to a not very pleasant thing
just because even if there are any problems in your life that you have to deal
with, sometimes it’s good to get out or do something to distract yourself and
enjoy good things. Eventually I will go through all these doubts and
hesitations in my life and will understand what to do next.
I haven’t
had time yet to see and edit photos from the Botanical Garden but I will upload
them here later.
