I am so
tired…The school is getting busier and busier every day: lots of homeworks,
group works and presentations..The homeworks are fine but the other stuff I
just hate. On top of that, I again can’t properly sleep, always overwhelmed with
lots of thoughts, usually about school, and because of that I struggle to
peacefully fall asleep, even though I feel that I am super tired.
Next week
will be super ‘fun’. Basically, all days, except of Friday, I am gonna be at school
from early mornings till evenings. That’s basically one of the things that
doesn’t let me sleep because I keep thinking of this and being angry at our
school and study department who so ‘nicely’ organizes our timetable and puts
the subjects in every free for us time… I just have so much hate feelings
inside of me towards people(not all), school, etc.. It’s not normal, I know, but
I just can’t help myself.
I am trying
to think of something positive, find any benefits from next week but there are
like none of them. Just sit at school all day, try not to fall asleep or don’t
let your brain burn out.
I think I’ll just go to bed now and watch a bit of a new serial
that I started last Saturday and already watched quite many episodes of it,
because it’s actually good. Anyway, it’s called “Outlander” and I am glad I’ve
found it because it kinda calms me down and I enjoy watching this.
Good night.
missing him :(
