In December, when I finished my exams at school and left for Narva, I intentionally determined not to think about the school, any problems ( big or small), but just relax, enjoy the holidays and good times. But now, when sadly all the holidays are over, I feel empty and sad again. Even though, it’s a new year and we are supposed to feel ourselves fresh and ready to start something new or change something in our lives.
Recently I felt fear (as it sometimes happens to me when I’m alone in Tallinn) and it just comes from nowhere. I realize that I’m home with my family now and not alone but still have these weird feelings. Luckily, one advantage is that I can talk to somebody now, not by a phone but live.
Here are a
few photos from 31st December. It was truly an amazing evening with
my family. We enjoyed good food, champagne, music and each other. We had no
snow outside, but at least it didn’t rain. It’s always good to see off an old
year with the ones you love and meet a new year together.
