I try to
enjoy these last summer days(not really that summer) and the last days of freedom
before I will have to come back to another(not favorite of mine)city and get to
studying.
Right now I have some things that I am really worried about. I’ve
even written down some of them and tried to find the solutions, so I
hope it will help me to think of them less or not to think at all. The thing
is, I don’t really remember about my worries in the morning or afternoon, long
story short, almost the entire day,but just when I go to bed and start reading, my head starts to remember
all the things that worry me or that I have to get done. It’s so annoying, especially
when I am ready to peacefully fall asleep or enjoy a book. Anyway, it’s not a new problem for
me, I already deal with it for quite some time, which I know is not good, but I
try my best to stop this shit and stop overloading my head.
Besides
thinking of school, I also try to catch some sun. Luckily, this summer I was
more into getting a tan, so at least now I am not pale as it usually is. I
also enjoy some good books. Right now I am reading a book about Nefertiti(an Egyptian
queen) which is really interesting. I hope to finish it soon and find at least
one more book in a library before the school starts.
That's it for today.Good night.
