Being in the Wrong Place

Last Friday I and my mom visited Botanical Garden. It was so good to walk there through lots of different plants and trees from all over the world. Breathing this fresh air and looking at this beauty, I had almost forgotten all the things that worry me and all my doubts and questions in my life.

This is not the first time when I am not sure about whether I am on the right path or not. Right now I am a student and this is the period when I really have to decide whom I want to be and what I want to do for the rest of my life. I study business and languages already 1,5 year and quite often sitting somewhere at a management or marketing, I am like “What the hell am I doing here?” I don’t say it’s not interesting or useless, I just say that it’s not for everyone. The same as if you study law or medicine and then you understand that you don’t like it, you are not interested in it. So this happened to me. I do enjoy learning German and want to start French but I am not looking forward to studying this business related subjects and doing internship in marketing. It’s just not my thing. So I am now not in a good situation, I think.

I started talking about a beautiful place but went straight to a not very pleasant thing just because even if there are any problems in your life that you have to deal with, sometimes it’s good to get out or do something to distract yourself and enjoy good things. Eventually I will go through all these doubts and hesitations in my life and will understand what to do next.

I haven’t had time yet to see and edit photos from the Botanical Garden but I will upload them here later.