Rested and Calm

I woke up today fresh and rested. Got ready, snacked on some fruits: a persimmon and an apple, and headed to yoga. What a good practice it was. We always start with breathing, slow warm up and Surya Namaskar and then balances and strength asanas, after what I was really sweaty. Our practices often vary, sometimes you sweat a lot, sometimes not, and today I really was...but it was really really good. After Shavasana I was very relaxed and rested.

After a two hour practice I had a latte while reading a book and then bought some things-presents. At home I lighted candles and had some yummies. Again, just relaxed, watched movies, had tea and so on.

Really try not to bother myself with school or anything connected with that, at least one for day. Can’t wait to finally finish this semester and reconnect with my family and enjoy the winter holidays. :))

Late Fall Beauty

Minus another difficult week. I love this feeling when you finally realize that you’ve survived the week that you didn’t want so bad to come and finally, it’s over.

No doubts, there will be not one week like this and they will be perhaps even harder…Because the fall semester is slowly but surely going to its end, the things at school are getting really intense.

I had an early morning French class today, then, as usually, went to buy some groceries for the next week and studied. I have some presentations next week as well but not really that nervous about it. I've just watched a movie with some popcorn and lemon tea and now going to take a nice shower and then relax for the rest of the night.

Tomorrow I am planning to get a good sleep, of course. Then I am going to Hatha yoga(can’t live without that), maybe after grab somewhere a cuppa of latte and read a good book in a cozy café. So I always like to make my Saturdays as more relaxed as possible without thinking of school, doing any homeworks or stressing about something, just doing what I want and feel like. 

By the way, it’s already the mid of November, and I still haven’t uploaded the rest of my fall photos that I took this autumn when it was really beautiful outside. So I decided, know it’s time while it’s still autumn.

Busy School Days

I am so tired…The school is getting busier and busier every day: lots of homeworks, group works and presentations..The homeworks are fine but the other stuff I just hate. On top of that, I again can’t properly sleep, always overwhelmed with lots of thoughts, usually about school, and because of that I struggle to peacefully fall asleep, even though I feel that I am super tired.

Next week will be super ‘fun’. Basically, all days, except of Friday, I am gonna be at school from early mornings till evenings. That’s basically one of the things that doesn’t let me sleep because I keep thinking of this and being angry at our school and study department who so ‘nicely’ organizes our timetable and puts the subjects in every free for us time… I just have so much hate feelings inside of me towards people(not all), school, etc.. It’s not normal, I know, but I just can’t help myself.

I am trying to think of something positive, find any benefits from next week but there are like none of them. Just sit at school all day, try not to fall asleep or don’t let your brain burn out.

I think I’ll just go to bed now and watch a bit of a new serial that I started last Saturday and already watched quite many episodes of it, because it’s actually good. Anyway, it’s called “Outlander” and I am glad I’ve found it because it kinda calms me down and I enjoy watching this.

Good night.

 missing him :(