Berlin.Part 1

 A very first day.

 Evening in a,so to say, fancy shopping centre. We had dinner there in one of the restaurants. It was also quite expensive, but I was so hungry, so I didn't really care.

 My neighborhood was lovely.

Estonian Embassy

Trip to Berlin

Last Tuesday I was in Germany, in Berlin. I was there during three days with some of my classmates and a german teacher from the University. Since it was like a study trip, we didn’t really explore that much of the city itself as well as didn’t go to any museums and theaters which is unfortunate, at least for me. We visited many different companies, and only two of them I liked.

It was a really intense programm from 10 am till 17 pm, so we were very tired, and our feet extremely hurt. In the end we couldn’t really move and were just going straight to our hotels and airbnb apartments. Some continued shopping and walking, but I personally was very exhausted.

There were some things that I didn’t like about this trip, but it’s a long story, so I am not gonna write about it. All in all, I am glad that, at least, I visited this city because I really liked it. People there are nice, the streets are clean, lots of nice parks, the nature and beautiful buildings. It was also much more warmer than in Estonia, and everything was blooming, everything was green.  I wish I had more time to explore the city and visit interesting places, museums, etc. But maybe some other time.

I managed to shop a bit, bought lots of chocolate, candy and other goodies that we don’t have here in Estonia. Also some things for my relatives.

I came back last night. Was very exhausted, so quickly showered and went to bed.Today still managed to go to yoga because I really missed our practices and my yoga teacher. While were laying in final shavasana, almost felt asleep :D A couple of minutes more and I would be laying there with my mouth open and seeing dreams.

Now I am just resting. Tomorrow gonna do lots of homeworks, preparations and other stuff. : ))

I haven't edited photos from Berlin yet, so it will be a separate post with them.

 

Belated Spring

Looks like the spring has finally come. I hope, we won’t have any snow or minus degrees anymore. Today was really warm outside and it really smelled like an early spring.

Last weekends, since it was a Good Friday, I finally managed to go home for a couple of days.

April has come, and together with that the things are getting a bit more and more intense at school. The deadlines for presentations, more tests are coming up and other stuff. I also need to find an internship, like urgently. I keep searching for it in the Internet and applying to different companies that I think, suit me, but still no result. I really hope, I will find something. I mean, I need to find something anyway, because it’s, so to say, one of the subjects that I have to cover.  

So much to do and decide. I wish I was somewhere in a warm country, enjoying a long holiday, not stressing and thinking of something unpleasant.

By the way, last week I started to watch “Spartacus: Blood and Sand”, and I am really obsessed with it now. I am now on the season 2, but the first one was really really good. It’s not like they are always fighting on the arena, or there are not only blood scenes. Besides a good story, the show is itself beautifully made: costumes, décor, architecture and so on. I must admit, there are lots of nude scenes, but it doesn’t spoil the whole show at all. That’s probably how it actually was in Rome. I also started to read “Helen of Troy”, so I’m like into the history of those days. :)

Usual Friday

I’ve just done all the things I wanted to do, including the homework, buying groceries, some housework and going to the Uni for a French lecture.

Now I’m sitting half asleep because woke up at 5 am…Nothing new. Listening to new amazing songs that I found some days ago. Also, one good thing that happened on Wednesday. I’m finally home alone! What a relief. I was living almost a month with one person( don’t wanna talk about her), an old mom of the owner’s apartment. It was really a bad month...:( But I don’t wanna talk about it anymore…Just hope I will have now some peace. Don’t know for how long but hope for, at least, some time..

The weather is sunny again but still too cold. It was just recently warm, even +5 degrees, so I finally could put on my spring coat but not for too long, cuz now it feels like winter again. : ( 

Can’t wait to put away my winter clothes and finally wear something lighter. Really tired of all these sweaters, big coats and hats.

I think I’ll go now take some rest and watch a movie. Basically, not going to do anything for the rest of the evening, except of the nice shower, a good cup of tea and some popcorn. : ) Friday!

Missing my boy:(

The Beginning of Spring

I think, it’s a common thing and most people felt that way- when you do something intentionally, you really want this and you think it’s right, but then it turned out not in a way that you hoped it to be. You start to realize that you did something wrong, it’s your fault and maybe you wish you hadn’t done this. But what’s done is done.

Ok, not gonna talk in riddles anymore. Basically, this situation happened to me last week. I have to move out from the apartment where I am living now. I really liked my room, the apartment on the whole, but I was (especially lately) not very glad with the conditions and some events that were happening here. I may sound a bit naughty and maybe wrong, because this is not my apartment and I rent only one single room, but when I was moving in there, I was told that, for example, I will live with a girl who sometimes will be coming here. There were also some other aspects that were agreed between us, but also many of those things that weren’t actually said, and I didn’t expect it to be so..So I decided to do something(discussed it with my mom, and we messaged an apartment owner). Eventually, she didn't like this, she was very outraged and so on. I, on the other hand , thought and still thinking that, in a way, I am right. Yes, there were some doubts but I don't really regret this.

I think, I am not the only one, who after a long day at school, or even on the weekends, wants to just come home and have a rest, maybe take a nap or something else. However, when I want to do this or when I need it so bad, unexpectedly we (not me, of course, but the others here in the apartment) have guests, aka family members with their 2 kids .I just couldn't stand it anymore. But, of course, nothing has not changed yet. I am still here, and probably the worst things will only happen because of this.

So this is really messed up right now. Don’t even know what to do. Have lots of things at school right now and the timetable will be really shitty these coming weeks (I’ve mentioned it before), so the last thing I want now is to deal with the owners of this apartment (I mean, really deal and sort things out) and also thinking of finding another room, going to check it out and so on..Maybe I will be able to stay here, at least, till the beginning of June, when semester will be over. I just hope that I won’t be told bad things from the owners when they will come.

The beginning of spring actually wasn’t that bad for me. A week ago, on Friday, my mom came to visit me and stayed with me for two nights. Not everything was as we wanted it to be and as it usually was, when she was coming to me, but we anyway had great time together…because we were together! We were waking up really early (my mom always does, and I did because wanted to be with her more), so this week I was also a bit tired and had a lack of sleep. Luckily, I slept well. Anyway, we had lots of good coffee, talked a lot, walked, watched movies and had delicious food.

Everything was perfect till the moment when my mom left.

 The photo is really dark, because of the poor lighting in the cafe.But it actually makes this place even cozier. :)

Yesterday I had a good practice (as always) in yoga studio , it was also provided by a good and pleasant music there, so I got a bit inspired and was even happy. Wow! But that’s exactly what I needed after not a very good week. I came home and made myself a good cup of coffee, read my book, lighted a candle. The weather is shitty now (everything is melting, grey and so on), basically it’s the beginning of spring. So I really wanted to come home and warm up in my home clothes and a blanket.