Lazy Update

It got a little colder now, so it's not very enjoyable to stay too long outside.

Two days ago me and mom took hot coffee and went to walk to the river, not far from our home. It snowed and was really nice, even though cold. Luckily, we had delicious coffee to warm us up. I also took some photos but haven't edited them yet, so will upload them later.

Today I felt a bit down and somehow tired (after doing a 90min yoga, eating a good breakfast with a good book and doing some French), it was also terribly cold inside. I was covered in a blanket all day and now also sitting already in my pyjamas and the blanked over it. I just watched movies with mom for the rest of the day with hot tea and tangarines. 

I need to stop being lazy and edit some of the new photos that I took, but for now, just a couple old ones that were taken on my phone in the restaurant, where we went to with my aun on the 30th of December, right before the New Year. 

Small changes

I enjoy these days so much. Don’t remember when I had that much time to read all day, practice yoga multiple times a day, watch movies every day and just relax. Of course, this is not forever but just a little vacation which soon will be over.

I just wish I had a little more time to read the books that I found in the library and that I want to read so bad but already have no time for them. I wish I had more time to be with my mom and grandmas, talk to them, walk with them and enjoy good times together. I haven’t yet seen my dear friend but I hope we will soon see each other before I leave again.

Last Wednesday I cut my hair again. This time in a little different way which I like much better. I wanted to change something for a long time in my hair because I am so tired of these boring long style which sometimes I don’t even like. However, now I feel like I found my haircut, at least, for this time. :) ) 

New Year's Eve

In December, when I finished my exams at school and left for Narva, I intentionally determined not to think about the school, any problems ( big or small), but just relax, enjoy the holidays and good times. But now, when sadly all the holidays are over, I feel empty and sad again. Even though, it’s a new year and we are supposed to feel ourselves fresh and ready to start something new or change something in our lives.
Recently I felt fear (as it sometimes happens to me when I’m alone in Tallinn) and it just comes from nowhere. I realize that I’m home with my family now and not alone but still have these weird feelings. Luckily, one advantage is that I can talk to somebody now, not by a phone but live.

Here are a few photos from 31^st December. It was truly an amazing evening with my family. We enjoyed good food, champagne, music and each other. We had no snow outside, but at least it didn’t rain. It’s always good to see off an old year with the ones you love and meet a new year together.

My Little Boy

Goodbye,2017!

Good evening!

Today is the last day of 2017, so I decided to make a last post this year.

Nothing much to say, just enjoying the holidays as I wanted. Did some shopping, cinema, café, Christmas movies and a much needed sleep. Besides that, practice yoga and meanwhile reading my new yoga book that dad gave me as a Christmas present. Finally, went to the library and took the books that I wanted to read, and it’s just so pleasant now- to have free time and read a good book on a cold day with a cup of something hot.

I am not a type of person who is doing this “resolution” thing. For now, I know what I want and what goals I want to achieve, so there is no need for me to write it or make a big list of the things, because there are not many of them. I actually think, it’s good to have just some and focus on them, then the result will be better and everything you’ve planned will be achieved. 

I just hope that the next year will be even better for me, and there will be less bad and dark days.

Happy New Year!

Winter Holidays

Two days as I’m home and I couldn’t be happier.

I was so excited when I was on my way home on Friday afternoon after two exams. While we were driving, it was snowing outside and already dark, so it felt extra cozy.

I am trying to recover from sleepless nights now. I was also sick all past week but, luckily, now I am feeling better. 

Today I woke up slowly, made a cup of coffee, lighted a candle and read a good book. No rush, no thoughts about school or that I must do my homework, just a relaxing morning. Then I practiced some yoga on my new mat.

Today it’s already a Christmas Eve. We had some champagne and tomorrow planning to celebrate it a little in a family circle. I am planning to make a spicy hummus, fried crispy eggplants, of course, a veggie salad and some other stuff.

Walking in the shops is actually so pleasant right now because of all this holiday rush and atmosphere. Trying to enjoy it as much as I can right now.

Merry Christmas!