Mid-August

I try to enjoy these last summer days(not really that summer) and the last days of freedom before I will have to come back to another(not favorite of mine)city and get to studying.

Right now I have some things that I am really worried about. I’ve even written down some of them and tried to find the solutions, so I hope it will help me to think of them less or not to think at all. The thing is, I don’t really remember about my worries in the morning or afternoon, long story short, almost the entire day,but just when I go to bed and start reading, my head starts to remember all the things that worry me or that I have to get done. It’s so annoying, especially when I am ready to peacefully fall asleep or enjoy a book. Anyway, it’s not a new problem for me, I already deal with it for quite some time, which I know is not good, but I try my best to stop this shit and stop overloading my head.

Besides thinking of school, I also try to catch some sun. Luckily, this summer I was more into getting a tan, so at least now I am not pale as it usually is. I also enjoy some good books. Right now I am reading a book about Nefertiti(an Egyptian queen) which is really interesting. I hope to finish it soon and find at least one more book in a library before the school starts.

That's it for today.Good night.

Norway

Here I am with more photos from beautiful Norway.

One More Try

 Hello again!
I know, there are no excuses for me, considering that I've been gone again for more than a month.It's just all about my own fight with the feelings, thoughts and the entire mess in my head.But I decided to take one more try.

This summer was pretty fast. It's only a month left and then I'll go back to my usual study routine.Gosh,how I don't want this. I mean, I want to study, learn new things and develop myself but I don't want to come back to the city where I study and to the place where I live. So everything I can is just being patient and keep doing what I have to and try not to complain about all this sh**...
Anyway, I hope this last month of summer will not be that bad and I'll be able to enjoy it even though I've been on the beach only once and couldn't even swim in the sea because water was hell cold.

In my last post I said that I was going to Norway for about two weeks in the middle on June. I guess,I also have to mention that.
Well, those 2 weeks turned into almost a month.It was a good trip and I really enjoyed this country, the nature and the clean air with water. The landscapes that I saw were pretty amazing and it was even more fascinating when I was listening to a good chill music and observing all the beauty around me.Besides that, I worked there, got some new experience and feelings that I've never had before. I'm not gonna explain it because it's really personal and I am not even sure myself if I'm happy that I've got through this. It's definitely better to be somewhere new and see new places so I am not complaining about my trip at all.
I am gonna show the rest of Norway photos in my next post and I hope I won't lose this little passion to keep writing more.
Good night!